A Loving Sister

I'm Nicole, a middle-aged mother of two who can admit now that I was at my happiest when I was my big brother's personal slut and has no real outlet to talk about that.

Me.

My name is Nicole, I'm in my mid-40s, I'm married, have two kids and my older brother died earlier this year due to previously undiscovered heart issues.

Shortly after his funeral, I had a little crisis, because I realized I had no one I could share my favorite memories of him with.

I lied, of course, and gave answers that would be acceptable, wouldn't upset my husband or his widow or anyone, but I felt weirdly guilty about saying my favorite memory of him was him taking me to a school dance - and not that he fucked me in all three holes after the dance.

Or the time I sucked his cock in the parking lot of a convenience store.

Or him fucking me in the ass the night before his wedding.

So much of my life with my brother is tied up with being his slut, fucking him, giving my body to him - and I can't talk about it with anyone in my real life.

So maybe I can talk about it online.

And enjoy brother/sister and other incest porn.

At least, that's sort of my dream - being able to what he and I had somehow.